You were my friend, my go-to person, we spent so much time playing together. I don’t remember how it happened or when it started but I stopped thinking of you as my friend. Mom and Dad said ‘don’t take a girl, boys are playing’. As I grew older, I made more friends, but you had only me. I was wrong to leave you behind. I should have been there for you more as your older brother.
I want you to know, I’m sorry I missed a big part of your life, sorry I didn’t call more.
I am scared of how you will feel when I say this to you.Regret guilt hope love